^^Obsession with TIME, that which “pushes away that which it intended”
P 97 “Just then I walk by outside the darkened window. Static electricity raises goose bumps on my skin. It is my first time encountering myself. I walk on by without looking. There is no smell, no trembling. I‘ve heard that what appears in a hallucination is an image of the dead.”
P 103 “And that is how I became an absolutely meaningless thing and survived time.”
HAUNTED