I give this book 4/5 stars. the story was amazing, and i think that is deals with hard topics like suicide and SA as they should be handled. you can tell that there really was a lot of compassion and emotion that was put into this story, it is real and raw. the only reason that i took off a star is that i do not like the MC. how are we supposed to feel bad for him when all he does is make matters worse? but, i understand that we are all human.