I spent the first half of this book crying nonstop, but then I was bored. The first half was phenomenal, Finny‘s perspective had me scream crying on the floor. Once it was Autumn‘s perspective, I was sick of it. I didn‘t want to hear how she felt, I just wanted Finny back, the ending was not my cup of tea. I also don‘t think this book should have been advertised as Finny‘s perspective as that was only for the first few chapters.