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help! i don't want to exist: an essay on learning to be a human being
help! i don't want to exist: an essay on learning to be a human being | Charlotte Amelia Poe
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Charlotte Amelia Poe (they/them) is a nonbinary autistic author and artist from England. In 2018, they won the Spectrum Art Award. I'm 2019 they published How To Be Autistic.
help! i don't want to exist! an essay is a shout into the void - dealing with depression and agoraphobia, Poe explores mortality, burnout, leaving fandom, and finding hope.
candid, honest, brutal, and hopelessly optimistic, Poe delves into the darker side of being neurodivergent as their unique voice shines through in this autobiographical essay.
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I've had to sit with this book a little while before reviewing it as it's so intensely personal, but as Carl Rogers said, “What is most personal is most universal," so there was also much that struck chord for me. Perhaps this has something to do with my own autistic process and occasional bouts of depression (though, thankfully, the latter have been less frequent and less intense for a number of years).

The term "brutally honest" is overused, ⬇️

Bookwomble ... but here I am using it again. help I don't want to exist is raw, a confessional, an unburdening (I hope), and (I hope even more) a therapeutic catharsis. Hope does glimmer through the lived and existential trauma. Thank you, Charlotte. (edited) 4w
Cathythoughts Love your review x Hope ❤️ (edited) 4w
Bookwomble @Cathythoughts Thank you 😊🙏 4w
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The_Book_Ninja Read something light now. And take care of yourself, Wombie 🫡 4w
Bookwomble @The_Book_Ninja Thanks Jay Tee 🫂 I actually read this a couple of months back, and while it goes to dark places and has CWs, I found it triggered empathy and cherishing rather than depression 😌 4w
AnnCrystal Grand review 🫂💫. 4w
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"I like knowing stuff. I like learning. I like being more than I was yesterday. If I am giving future me a gift, it is reading a book for an hour instead of sleeping."

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This #BookMail arrived unexpectedly yesterday: I won it in a Library Thing #EarlyReviewers giveaway. Gonna see if I can squeeze it in as my final book for May ?
It says it deals with “the darker side of being #neurodivergent “ but also that it is “hopelessly optimistic,“ so perhaps the darkness isn't entirely unrelieved.
#NonbinaryAuthor 💛🤍💜🖤