Payne wrote this amazing memoir suffering from the loss of his brother, & took the opportunity to write about family dysfunction & his brothers battles with mental illness.The author does not let himself off the hook , in clear terms looks at his own selfishness & his battles with alcohol as he works to become a writer.Deep & lyrical,unforgettable.
I read Payne‘s 1st novel ,Confessions of a Taoist on Wall St. in the 80s,loved it at the time.