This was a very weird book. Its written in a very disjointed fashion which did not appeal to me. I had a hard time staying interested so I started skimming, sticking with it nominally just because I wanted to know who the killer was. The main character has had a terrible life with awful tragedies yet I found it difficult to like her. There were many moments that I found gross and icky that were not intended to be read in that way. Not my style.