Most of my journals from the past 7 years or so are filled with me wondering and complaining about when I will finally begin to write as seriously as I‘d like to. In fact, I‘ve gotten so annoyed with myself that in my journals from the last 3 years, I‘ve said if I don‘t begin to write by (insert ever-changing date here), I will give up the dream. So, I‘m sitting here reading and trying to work up the courage.