The wistful feeling I felt in the opening pages didn't last long. I realise that the scene of Etsuko shopping and getting caught in the rain resonated with a childhood memory, and I'm not sure if it was evoked or invoked by Mishima.
Mishima conjured an early sympathy for Etsuko, which he deliberately destroyed in much the same way Etsuko seeks to destroy anyone who's happiness she feels as an affront to her emotional pain and spiritual void. ⬇️