There are better books out there, that are sexy, and better at portraying the BDSM relationship. And I hesitate to call this that; because the relationship here seems manipulative, deceptive and desperate. It didn‘t jive with me. Also, the use of language is a turn off (belly, portal ... don‘t even get me started).
Maybe I missed something. I get the point; but it missed its mark. You shouldn‘t want to have a nap after reading this genre.
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