I want to feel like more
More than this routine
Than this loneliness that hums beneath everything.
I want to feel like I was meant—
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TheBookgeekFrau I'm curious, if you don't mind explaining, what do those numbers mean? 3mo
dabbe @TheBookgeekFrau #ditto 3mo
Trashcanman @TheBookgeekFrau I don‘t mind explaining. I‘ve been open about my mental health diagnoses and struggles. This will be a trigger for some so I‘ll hide it in the next comment. Suicidal ideation trigger warning @Dabbingpat 3mo
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Trashcanman I chose this “name” to write poetry under. There was a time where I had been involuntarily committed. At this time I was asked to note how many times a day I had a suicidal thought. This number represents the mean number for the amount of suicidal thoughts I had over a period of 180.8 days per day. It holds a significance to me. I feel like I‘m mostly in a better place. I‘ve stopped taking meds save for one. (edited) 3mo
TheBookgeekFrau @Trashcanman First, it's nice to see your face instead of scary creatures!! You have a nice, kind face--glad you decided to share. I'll put the rest in a spoiler comment. 3mo
TheBookgeekFrau @Trashcanman Wow, that's a lot of time to spend thinking about leaving this world. And I'm glad you're still here! We've had some great little convos here, and I miss you when you're gone. I appreciate your openness with your mental health, and I've felt for you deeply when things are going well.I don't always know what to say when that happens. I'm happy for you that you're in a more stable place now and back with us on Litsy.Thanks for sharing❤️ 3mo
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