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Brain On Fire: My Month of Madness
Brain On Fire: My Month of Madness | Susannah Cahalan
'My first serious blackout marked the line between sanity and insanity. Though I would have moments of lucidity over the coming days and weeks, I would never again be the same person ...' Susannah Cahalan was a happy, clever, healthy twenty-four-year old. Then one day she woke up in hospital, with no memory of what had happened or how she had got there. Within weeks, she would be transformed into someone unrecognizable, descending into a state of acute psychosis, undergoing rages and convulsions, hallucinating that her father had murdered his wife; that she could control time with her mind. Everything she had taken for granted about her life, and who she was, was wiped out. Brain on Fire is Susannah's story of her terrifying descent into madness and the desperate hunt for a diagnosis, as, after dozens of tests and scans, baffled doctors concluded she should be confined in a psychiatric ward. It is also the story of how one brilliant man, Syria-born Dr Najar, finally proved - using a simple pen and paper - that Susannah's psychotic behaviour was caused by a rare autoimmune disease attacking her brain. His diagnosis of this little-known condition, thought to have been the real cause of devil-possessions through history, saved her life, and possibly the lives of many others. Cahalan takes readers inside this newly-discovered disease through the progress of her own harrowing journey, piecing it together using memories, journals, hospital videos and records. Written with passionate honesty and intelligence, Brain on Fire is a searingly personal yet universal book, which asks what happens when your identity is suddenly destroyed, and how you get it back. 'With eagle-eye precision and brutal honesty, Susannah Cahalan turns her journalistic gaze on herself as she bravely looks back on one of the most harrowing and unimaginable experiences one could ever face: the loss of mind, body and self. Brain on Fire is a mesmerizing story' -Mira Bartk, New York Times bestselling author of The Memory Palace Susannah Cahalan is a reporter on the New York Post, and the recipient of the 2010 Silurian Award of Excellence in Journalism for Feature Writing. Her writing has also appeared in the New York Times, and is frequently picked up by the Daily Mail, Gawker, Gothamist, AOL and Yahoo among other news aggregrator sites.
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TieDyeDude
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Thank you @KateReadsYA for the lovely Kindle cover

This has been on my TBR for about 10 years, and I'm glad it holds up well. Susan is an excellent writer, and as horrific as her experience was, it was truly scary to find out how un-unique it was. I'm glad she was able to turn her trauma into a useful documentation that seems to have made a significant difference in the medical community.

BooksNBowls She did awesome on your cover! Great colors for you 🤩 4mo
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Jennaree3
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I'm finding that page 150-180 is where my mind decides it loves or hates a book 😆 struggling to finish this one. It's not bad, just not as interesting on the medical side as I had hoped. 5/10? The movie was about the same score.

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Adventures_of_a_French_Reader
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Excellent book

It's a scary dive into the world of undiagnosed diseases and misdiagnosis. Susannah Cahalan was privileged in her ordeal: she was well surrounded by her parents who had the financial means to cover whatever the insurance didn't cover, she went to a great hospital in New York. Without these, her outcome would have been very different.
She did a great job spreading awareness about a rare disease that wasn't actually that rare.

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DivineDiana
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Susannah Cahalan, a young journalist, thought she was losing her mind and so did the medical community. It took a very special doctor to save her from a mental institution. She suffered from a rare autoimmune disease. Terrifying. Excellent read. #bookbinge #aboutmentalhealth

mcctrish This was amazing 1y
Eggs I saw a documentary about her - amazing 👏🏻👏🏻 1y
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DivineDiana @Eggs I want to watch it! 1y
Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks I thought I had this stacked! 1y
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DivineDiana
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I highly recommend this fast paced, incredible memoir about a young New York Post journalist, who mysteriously develops a strange illness. Extremely difficult to diagnose, she is almost committed to a mental institution, until the right doctor comes along. Takeaway: Always get a second opinion! #booked2023 #giftfromabookishfriend

Cinfhen I loved this one too 💜 1y
BarbaraTheBibliophage It was absolutely riveting! 1y
DivineDiana @Cinfhen Wondering if I should watch the movie? Hope you are doing well! ❤️ 1y
DivineDiana @BarbaraTheBibliophage It really was! 😲 1y
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DivineDiana
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Current audiobook. I have the actual book as well. A friend placed it in my hands and said “ you MUST READ” 🤷🏼‍♀️ And here I am.

Blaire This is very good on audio I thought really makes you feel her experience 1y
DivineDiana @Blaire It is! When I read your comment, I checked if the author was the narrator. She is not, but the narrator is excellent! 1y
Blaire @DivineDiana so interesting..,I had assumed it was the author when I listened. The narrator does a great job. 1y
DivineDiana @Blaire Agree! 🙂 1y
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Erynecki
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An astonishing story of her plunge into madness and the lifesaving diagnosis that almost didn‘t happen. If you‘re a fan of medical stories, be sure to add this to your pile.

AkashaVampie Did u see the movie? 2y
DieAReader This is another fantastic & mind blowing book of hers! Can‘t recommend it enough!📚 2y
DieAReader @AkashaVampie I haven‘t but, was told it was good. 2y
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Messiejessie
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Riveting. I could not drag myself away from this book and Susannah‘s account of what happened to her.

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emmalau-lau
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SO GOOD! This book gives a fascinating perspective of what unknown illness is like both from the perspective of the family, but also the patient.

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Magdalenka
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suvata This book was crazy scary (in a medical sense). 2y
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Lissa00
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I took a half day off work…to do this, basically. I‘m finding this book terrifying. That your body can suddenly turn on you is such a scary thing.

RaeLovesToRead Hope the kitty snuggles are counteracting the scariness! So cute ☺ 2y
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Book_Lust
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“I was a slave to the machinations of my aberrant brain. We are, in the end, a sum of our parts, and when the body fails, all the virtues we hold dear go with it.”

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Kayla8
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⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

Both a fascinating neurological case study and harrowing suspense novel in one!

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Bstro
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Bio of a young woman in NYC who starts becoming paranoid, violent, experiencing memory loss and seizures, but no one can figure out what‘s wrong with her. After dozens of doctors and months of deterioration, one doctor comes to the rescue. Pretty wild story - will make you appreciate your health, as it can be fleeting.

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Kris10H
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This true story is like one extremely detailed episode of House, minus House himself. I was riveted for the first half, but became somewhat indifferent to the rest. I guess that's more of a ME problem than a BOOK problem, maybe.

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Bethanyroe
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Fantastic book! Reminds me of how fragile and unknown the human body and especially the brain still are, despite the myriad discoveries and breakthroughs. Amazing story I think everyone should read to help increase awareness of various mental diseases. Knowing that there are treatments being discovered could help someone in the future.

suvata Really liked this book 3y
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Tera66
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#ConflictedWorlds #Self
@Eggs & @Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks 🌷
This story was so terrifying, when your own body turns on you it's so scary.

Eggs This was so good 3y
britt_brooke A scary, but fascinating read! 3y
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Rissa1
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Super interesting! As a daughter of a man with an autoimmune disease (CIDP), the author's triumphs and her families frustrations are very real, and deeply felt by me. Though the diseases are extremely different the struggle for the correct diagnosis are very similar.

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shadowspeak17
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1. Brain on Fire: My Month of Madness, The Elements of Style, and Project Hail Mary
2. Heaven by Mieko Kawakami
3. Peaces by Helen Oyeyemi

#weekendreads

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rather_be_reading
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I watched the movie first a while back and I have to say they did a pretty good job. I just think this story was such a medical miracle bc wo that special doctor she probably wouldve ended up much different.

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Allthebookclubs
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I absolutely loved this. I find it amazing that she was able to recover so well. Her tenacity in finding out what happened to her and then putting into words is profound. I enjoyed learning about her month of mad (longer really, when you consider her recovery). What a great memoir. Book 17 in 2021

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SNM99
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⭐⭐⭐Overall, it was a good read. I learned a lot about the brain and how a disease can be misdiagnosed. The first half of the book was great learning her symptoms and how she was trying to get help but no one was able to figure out what exactly was wrong with her. But then the second half of the book, once they figured out what the disease was, it then became more of an educational book, interesting, but not the book that I was looking to read.

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KristenDuck
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Yes!!!

Now THIS is a book worth reading. Also a film worth watching if you have Netflix!

Susannah Cahalan shares her story of the struggle to find an accurate diagnosis for her condition which was going undiagnosed at the time!

Just imagine not being able to move, communicate, or express how you‘re feeling inside. And no one can identify what is wrong with you...that‘s the scariest part!

Luckily (spoiler warning) there‘s a happy end in sight.

BarbaraTheBibliophage I loved this book even though it‘s soooo harrowing. The audio is excellent. And I‘d like to watch the movie, just worried about the stress I‘ll feel. 4y
KristenDuck @BarbaraTheBibliophage Hi Barbara! This book meant so much to me because I felt like she was expressing exactly how I felt going through my relapses and fight for treatment this past year with my multiple sclerosis. It was what finally prompted me to self publish my book You Don‘t Look Sick! 4y
BarbaraTheBibliophage @KristenDuck Congrats in the self-publish journey! I self published in 2014, so I know the feelings. You‘ll see I commented on another of your posts ... sounds like we have some common experiences, although some different diagnoses. 4y
KristiAhlers I loved this book! 4y
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Two reasons this quote just brought me to tears:

1. “I was shocked he knew nothing about the disease.” When I was in the hospital this past winter for my first two relapses for multiple sclerosis, I had more than one neurologist tell me they were unfamiliar with multiple sclerosis which was why I was there!! It was terrifying. And heartbreaking.

2. “I realize now that my survival, my recovery... is the shocking part.” Yes ma‘am. Enough said.

Nikki_E How can a neurologist be unfamiliar with MS? Time to find a new doctor. 4y
KristenDuck @Nikki_E oh no I‘ve since left that hospital!! My neuro then had been familiar but the problem was I was admitted to the hospital and various neuros would visit my room and say “now I didn‘t study MS. Tell me about it.” It was rough. 4y
BarbaraTheBibliophage It‘s crazy how thin the slice of medical specialization is these days! I had a really hard time finding a neuro near me with migraine expertise. SMDH 4y
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jb72 It‘s hard dealing with neurological disorders. I have Charcot Marie Tooth and many neuros are not familiar with it. 4y
Megabooks So true!! I‘ve had to travel many times to see doctors/have surgery. @BarbaraTheBibliophage is right, things are too specialized!! And there are too many decision trees and less thought. I had GI specialist in the hospital forget (or not know 🤷🏻‍♀️) to tell me I was blood test positive for celiac, which was then found months later by another GI that actually reads charts carefully. Smdh is right! (edited) 4y
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TieDyeDude
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#3books... That I own (and haven't read) that were adapted into movies (that I haven't seen) 😁

ValerieAndBooks This reminds me I still have Devil in a Blue Dress in my TBR (for a long time). Haven‘t seen the movie either! 4y
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AmyK1
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Wow. This was terrifying and captivating. I couldn‘t put it down.

Another spot for #bookspinbingo @TheAromaofBooks

DieAReader I loved this book so much. It‘s one that will always remain with me. She published another in November 2019 & I‘m chomping at the bit to start it! 4y
AmyK1 @Squidget I had no idea she had another one. I‘ll have to check it out. 4y
DieAReader @AmyK1 Let me know if you‘re be interested in doing a buddy read😉 4y
TheAromaofBooks Woohoo!! 4y
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AmyK1
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I should not be allowed out of the house 😂 We went to 2nd & Charles today after our other plans got cancelled. The tagged was wrapped as a “Blind date with a book” and the description written on it sounded good. So I went for it. Opened it up and...bonus! It‘s already on my TBR list.

Book buying mood is still going strong @Clwojick and @TheAromaofBooks 🤣

Clwojick Apparently my comments aren‘t saving lol. Hopefully this doesn‘t double post. I loved Brain on Fire. I hope you enjoy it too! 🧡 4y
AmyK1 @Clwojick Litsy has been acting weird lately. I only see it once. I hope so too-I‘m thinking i will 😊 4y
Meghan1 Brain on Fire was awesome! 4y
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AmyK1 @Meghan1 I‘m looking forward to it! 4y
TheAromaofBooks Oh I feel you - I definitely didn't order another stack of books from Book Outlet the day before yesterday! 😂 @Clwojick 4y
Crazeedi You scored! So I'm thinking you made wise decision!! 4y
AmyK1 @TheAromaofBooks 😂 glad it‘s not just me! 4y
AmyK1 @Crazeedi Right! They were meant to be mine 😉 4y
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Efriedland
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Interesting

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I listened to this memoir about a woman in her 20s who gets sick with a hard-to-diagnose illness. Hearing her experience was fascinating mainly because, I believe, it's elucidates, from a safe distance, what is possible. Noticeable from the writing, the author is a reporter. It's an interesting book, but is found lacking from a literary standpoint.

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Based on the many interviews with doctors, nurses, family, & friends; medical records; her father‘s personal journal; hospital video footages; & her notebooks; Susannah pieced together the events of the most traumatic period of her life. Her family‘s & boyfriend‘s faith in her were remarkable. Part memoir, part medical mystery (the medical descriptions are not overwhelming & easy to understand) 🔽

#ReadYourSign #Aries
#YourElementInTheTitle 🔥

erzascarletbookgasm (continues) ..it‘s a very scary account of her illness & misdiagnosis told in an engaging narrative. 4y
EadieB Looks like a very interesting book! 4y
Clwojick I loved this book! And the Netflix special. 4y
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DieAReader
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#7days7books

Books that changed me or had a lasting impression on me.

Day 5 (I missed yesterday)

Wanna play @hes7 🧐🤗

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Books88
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#7days7books

Day 2:

Brain on Fire is a story that left a deep impression on me because of how hard she had to fight fo have her voice heard. She could have been easily dismissed as needing psychiatric assistance. But she was persistent in the midst of what she was experiencing.

reading_rainbow this was a really good one 5y
JaclynW I'm going to have to see if my library has this. I've been thinking about this one for awhile now. 5y
Books88 @JaclynW Now having read it I'm going to make time to watch it on Netflix. I'm curious to see if it will hold up to the book! 5y
JaclynW @AJBowers It's on Netflix too?! I will have to remember that when I'm done reading. I did get the audiobook from my library this morning. I just have to hurry and finish 2 others before I get to it. 5y
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“I live with that constant refrain— not of self-pity but the real question of why my body decided to turn on itself.” 🧠

This book is 3/5 stars for me; I definitely recommend reading as it is a great medical mystery case, very well-told. However I found that the author didn‘t explore her identity as deeply as I‘d hoped. I found that part a bit shallow, but I think most people will still really enjoy this book!

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Mirarenee
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Read this! It is captivating and brave and beautifully written. I couldn‘t put it down.

violabrain This book is amazing! 5y
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Mirarenee
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“Sometimes, just when we need them, life wraps metaphors up in little bows for us. When you think all is lost, the things you need the most return unexpectedly.”

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Pam.Kokomo
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Fascinating!

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NatalieR
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My rating of this book is completely a personal preference. It‘s not a reflection of this author‘s courage to share her story nor the narration. I can‘t even begin to imagine what it‘s like to be ill and have no idea why. *Print credit goes to @mypoesoul (https://poesoulstudio.com) #MountTBR

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EmilyM
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Oops! I did it again....went to Barnes and Noble....came home with two books🤦

DieAReader One of my favourite books in the last few years! I hope you really like it! I bought & will be starting The Great Pretender by Susannah Cahalan soon. 👏🏻📚 5y
EmilyM Thanks @SquidgetsRoom! I've read good things about it! 5y
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jen_hayes7
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Hokey Pete was that an intense read. I can‘t begin to imagine what Susannah‘s experience was like or even that of her family. I‘d never heard of this condition before or how scary it could be. Susannah‘s writing was fantastic and I totally devoured this book.

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jen_hayes7
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Final day of a short vacation in Utah. Everyone else spent the trip skiing or snowboarding; I had a morning routine of meditating, yoga, and qigong followed by a nap then reading by the fire. Pretty sure I made the better choice. 😉

umbrellagirl I agree! 5y
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Texreader
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Buy one get one half-off at Barnes and Noble today!

britt_brooke Good choices! 5y
Bookzombie I really liked the Preston book and the other is on my TBR. 5y
KathyWheeler Brain on Fire is good. I haven‘t read the Preston book. 5y
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TracyReadsBooks The Preston book is really, really good. 5y
Texreader @britt_brooke @Bookzombie @KathyWheeler @TracyReadsBooks Thanks y‘all! It looks like I made splendid impulse buy choices today! 😁 5y
Lizpixie I have the Preston book on order from Booktopia after reading his phenomenal The Monster Of Florence. I‘ve seen the movie based on Brain On Fire starring Chloe Grace Moretz and that was really interesting, I need to read the book. 5y
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DimeryRene
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You can so tell she‘s a journalist!

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I have felt that odd whir of wings in the head.

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BekaReid
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Fascinating and terrifying. I couldn't put this book down as Susannah Cahalan tells her story with courageous, beautiful prose.

DieAReader @BekaReid I just heard about her newest book & it‘ll be one of the 1st books I read in 2020!! 5y
BekaReid @SquidgetsRoom same here! Definitely adding her 2nd to my list. 5y
DieAReader 💖📚🎶 5y
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#NFNov I didn't fill the board, but I got two bingos!
Thank you to @Clwojick and @rsteve388 for hosting this event! I hope we can do it again!

Clwojick WOOHOO! 1 pt 5y
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