I just spent over an hour writing down my thoughts on Goodreads if you want to know what I thought in full, but in short:
This was a spectacular piece of writing about infatuation, obsession, misery, loneliness, emptiness, selfishness, relationships, & staring into the void.
Having said that, the MC is a toxic, judgemental, superficial narcissist who behaves in some truly unforgiveable ways.
And I'm not sure it was intentional.
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