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The Stationery Shop
The Stationery Shop | Marjan Kamali
From the award-winning author of Together Teaa debut novel hailed as compassionate, funny, and wise by Jill Davis, bestselling author of Girls Poker Nightcomes a powerful love story exploring loss, reconciliation, and the quirks of fate. Roya is a dreamy, idealistic teenager living in 1953 Tehran who, amidst the political upheaval of the time, finds a literary oasis in kindly Mr. Fakhris neighborhood book and stationery shop. She always feels safe in his dusty store, overflowing with fountain pens, shiny ink bottles, and thick pads of soft writing paper. When Mr. Fakhri, with a keen instinct for a budding romance, introduces Roya to his other favorite customerhandsome Bahman, who has a burning passion for justice and a love for Rumis poetryshe loses her heart at once. And, as their romance blossoms, the modest little stationery shop remains their favorite place in all of Tehran. A few short months later, on the eve of their marriage, Roya agrees to meet Bahman at the town square, but suddenly, violence eruptsa result of the coup detat that forever changes their countrys future. In the chaos, Bahman never shows. For weeks, Roya tries desperately to contact him, but her efforts are fruitless. With a sorrowful heart, she resigns herself to never seeing him again. Until, more than sixty years later, an accident of fate leads her back to Bahman and offers her a chance to ask him the questions that have haunted her for more than half a century: Why did he leave? Where did he go? How was he able to forget her? The Stationery Shop is a beautiful and timely exploration of devastating loss, unbreakable family bonds, and the overwhelming power of love.
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SanjanaGhosh
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😭😭😭😭😭

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vlwelser
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I've been more interested in Middle Eastern lit for quite a while now. This one is set in Iran in the 1950s. Highly recommend.

#BookSpinBingo @TheAromaofBooks

WorldsOkayestStepMom I loved this one! 3mo
TheAromaofBooks Woohoo!! This one has been on my shelf for quite some time. 3mo
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BossLady305
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This was so beautifully written... I cried. A lost love story of Roya, a teenager living amid the political turmoil of
1953 Tehran, finds a neighborhood stationery shop where she meets Bahman and they fall in love. Life as we know has its twists and turns. I thoroughly enjoyed this quick read. I have the paper copy and the pages feel beautiful as well. Definitely recommend. Will be looking for other books written by Marjan Kamali. ❤️

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peaKnit
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Happy Stationary Store Day for those who celebrate 🎉 😊

Ruthiella I love that L&O notepad! 😂 4mo
mrp27 Fun! I love stationary. 4mo
TheLudicReader There‘s a stationery store day? Who knew. 🤷‍♀️ 4mo
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Sara_Planz
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This is an incredible story of lost love set in an uncertain time in Iran in the 1950s. I was completely swept into this story, feeling every bit of the first love that Roya and Bahman felt for each other, the heartache they go through, and their bittersweet reunion decades later. I love books like this that can take a romance and set it in historic times, allowing us to see what was happening through the story of the young lovers.

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Gissy
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Narrated in two time lines. In present, Roya is in her 70s living in US. In the past, is almost 20 living in Tehran. She was happy, in love, engaged. But she was not accepted by her fiancée‘s mother and the political situation in the country was dangerous. What happened to Roya is related with family situation, drama, secrets, guilty debts that lead in betrayal, deception. A sad novel that shows that an emotional closure could be part ⬇️

Gissy (Cont.) of the healing process. I found the story so pretty. It is a slow pace read, character driven. Maybe Roya is a pessimistic, complicated character but she will transcend her past experiences. 4/4.5 ⭐️ 7mo
Gissy May 2024
#ReadAway2024 @DieAReader @Ghabi4Roses @Andrew65

#BookSpinBingo #DoubleSpin #4 (Asian Readathon) @TheAromaOfBooks

#ISpyBingo (flowers)

#AsianReadathon YouTuber WithCindy prompt-book that feels timeless (author born in Turkey with Iranian parents)
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DieAReader 🥳Awesome! 7mo
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TheAromaofBooks Woohoo!! This one has been on my shelf for quite some time... 7mo
Sace I think the universe is telling me to get this book. Another litten mentioned it to me recently and now I see your review. 😊 7mo
Gissy @Sace Follow the universe signs🙌I heard about this book watching a YouTuber and her review captivated me and I just bought it and read it now. I hope you enjoy it. It is a slow pace. There are elements of mental health. (edited) 6mo
Gissy @TheAromaofBooks Don‘t put it in your give away pile yet. Give it a chance ☺️ 6mo
BiblioLitten @Sace Same! 🙌🏼 6mo
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AbstractMonica
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Didn‘t really know what to expect from this, but oh my-I absolutely loved it! Roya is focused on her studies, when one day she goes into her favorite stationary shop after school and suddenly sees Bahman. They‘re both drawn to one another, but it seems like everything around them is an obstacle. There‘s political unrest in their city of Tehran, jealousy aimed towards the couple, class difference and more. This story took me for a ride!

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Margot0817
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A very quick read about a tragic romance of mixed classes in 1953 Tehran. I really loved it and fly through it!

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Margot0817
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Love it so far!

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RebelReader
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#bookspin #doublebookspin

Completed both my #booksin and #doublebookspin for March.
This Time Tomorrow didn‘t resonate with me. I didn‘t like the whole time travel aspect (which was basically the whole book). It was my first book by this author so can anyone suggest one of her backlist?

The Stationery Shop has been on my shelf for a couple years. A woman sitting next to me on a flight to AZ was reading it and recommended it. Loved it!

TheAromaofBooks Woohoo!! 2y
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Maggie_Reads
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⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ A haunting and beautiful tale of lost love set in 1950‘s Iran. Such a satisfying read.

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Maggie_Reads
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So excited about my new read. On chapter 6 and so far I don‘t want to stop but I have things to do. 😢

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Sarahannereadsbooks
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It is a story of true love, but also has many important themes in the background including politics, grief, family, culture, class, traditions, mental health, forgiveness, acceptance and regret.

Overall a bittersweet story, that was really well written and I can see me picking up more books by this author.

TW: Sexual assault
Paedophilia
Gun violence
Abortion
Miscarriage

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kspenmoll
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Thank you so much Diane, my friend,for this unexpected box! I love that you are sharing your books with me, as well as other treats! I cannot wait to dig into everything!

Crazeedi Much love sent your way. 🥰🥰 2y
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MonicaLoves2Read
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3 book read in #AugustARC. Thanks to @Clwojick for hosting.

Nobody's lives have this much coincidence.

Clwojick Great job! 2y
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Mshookquilts
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Compelling! The tale of 2 tragic love stories and how they affected following generations. But, also hope as Roya finds a different kind of love and learns to move on. Thank you @FeatherV !

FeatherV Eeee I‘m so happy we stumbled across this one! 3y
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FelinesAndFelonies
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This book! Wow. A beautiful coming of age story that follows Roya during her young adulthood in Tehran. After the love of her life abandons her, Roya moves to America to attend college. Time passes but she never forgets her first love. When fate brings them together 60 years later, will she finally discover why he abandoned her over half a century before? ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ Heartbreaking, breathtaking, beautiful, and devastating. Loved it.

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BookmarkTavern
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Multi generation novels have a great chance to span decades and continents! Let‘s talk about them! 👨‍👩‍👧‍👧

1. Not many. They‘re not something I pick up on my own so I usually wait for someone to recommend one!
2. Tagged! 👆🏻
3. I would love to see something that ends up in 1920s New York City. Jazz, the Harlem Renaissance, flappers. 🤩

#SundayFunday Have a great day and remember to tag me!

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Redy2trvl
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I devoured this novel in 48 hours. The Stationery Store is a beautiful story about love, heartbreak and loss. As I read, I knew I was heading for a broken heart, but I just didn‘t care. Just beautiful.

5⭐️

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sleepy.ash87
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I was floored by the power and heartbreak of this beautiful novel last night. It is primarily a story of Roya, a girl from Tehran, and her lost love. However, it is also about so much more. It depicts Iranian culture, especially via food and traditions, and how it differs from American culture; women's rights in the US during the 50s and 60s; child loss and mental health; the flow of life transitions, decisions, and outcomes. I was in tears!

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sleepy.ash87
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@GinaKButler --- I am beyond grateful to you for recommending this read. It is one of the better novels I have read in a long time!

Also, just an image of what I have been staring at for hours tonight as I process all the emotions and wisdom of this book. I hope it ends with just as much triumph as this silly goldenaster, throwing her stems to the sun!

GinaKButler I‘m so glad you loved it! Last year I made a real effort to find historical fiction not set during WWII and came across this book. It was just lovely. She has a new one out, but I haven‘t read it yet. 😊 3y
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bookandbedandtea
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This sweet but sad love story is beautifully written. I loved the descriptions of 1950s Tehran, Persian cooking, dress and manners, and the contrast to California then Boston of the same time. Roya's story, as she adjusts to the life she's actually got vs the one she dreamed of had me captivated. The truth about why Bahman didn't meet her as planned was heartbreaking and infuriating. Walter is the unsung hero imo and I hope he was much happier ⬇️

bookandbedandtea ⬆️ than I suspect. Sorry for the disjointed review. I enjoyed this a lot but be warned it's quite sad. 3y
wen4blu I loved this one! 3y
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Sydneypaige
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A lifelong love story, of the heartbreak type.

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Jen2
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Lovely story!

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WorldsOkayestStepMom
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I had to read a few other people's reviews of this book before I could find the right words for my own review. This is a lovely story that felt like a hug. I loved the descriptions of everything! As many other people said, it's also so bittersweet. The heartbreaks that Roya feels are palpable.

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Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks
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I am posting one book per day from my extensive to-be-read collection. No description and providing no reason for wanting to read it, I just do. Some will be old, some will be new. Don‘t judge me - I have a lot of books. Join the fun if you want.

Starting over because I lost count around 19! 🤷‍♀️

Day 1 📚

ju.ca.no Look‘s like you‘ll add to my extensive TBR Pile as well😂😂😍😍 4y
Crazeedi I loved this book Misty 4y
Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks @ju.ca.no I just stacked your poetry book!! ❤️📚 4y
Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks @Crazeedi I e got to find a book to get out of this reading slump!!! Help!!! 4y
ju.ca.no @Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks I hope you‘ll love it! The english copy has different poems with english speaking authors but the same illustrations- I‘m sure they‘ve picked them carefully and well😍 4y
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AmyK1
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A bittersweet love story about two teenagers who fall in love in 1953 in Tehran.

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Cortg
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I really enjoyed this bittersweet love story. Beginning in Tehran in 1953 and continuing in America. It was a slow burn kind of read and just what I was in the mood for ❤️

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Cinfhen
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Did you ever read a book that somehow consumes your entire day?? It was like being cocooned under a cozy blanket and being enveloped in a warm embrace. I started the audio at 8am and now it‘s 4pm. I‘m not sure where the day went but my heart was with Roya, Bahman, Mr. Fakhri, and Walter too. The deeper into the story I got, the more engrossed I became. I especially loved reading all the Persian dishes. #ReadingAsia21 #Iran #Pop21 #DreamJob

Megabooks Glad you enjoyed this one!! 4y
wen4blu I loved this one! 4y
Jas16 I am so glad I already own this one and am even more excited to read it 4y
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Cinfhen I hope you enjoy it as much as I did @Jas16 it‘s a tad sappy but it didn‘t bother me one bit 4y
Cinfhen It was so good @wen4blu I was surprised by him much I enjoyed it 4y
Librarybelle Beautiful review! 4y
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Cinfhen
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#AudioBaking I‘m somehow in the middle of 3 books but that‘s how it goes... enjoying this audio set in #Iran #ReadingAsia21 #Pop21 #DreamJob (I ALWAYS wanted to own a stationary shop/book shop) Audio narration is fantastic 🎧♥️and bonus for #CoverLove

BarbaraBB I‘ve got a copy of this one too. Glad you like it. 4y
Megabooks Cool! I chose public health for dream job. I‘m really sorry I didn‘t get my MPH when I had the chance. 4y
Cinfhen It‘s a little overwrought @BarbaraBB but I‘m liking it!!! #ReadingAsia21 is definitely putting A LOT more HF on my reading lists. I think you‘ll like this one @Librarybelle @Crazeedi 4y
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Cinfhen Perfect job for you @Megabooks I could see you going back to school to earn another degree 🙌🏻 4y
Megabooks @Cinfhen not entirely sure I want to right now, but it‘s something I‘d love to study someday! 4y
Librarybelle This one has been on my radar for some time now. I too have cover love with it! 4y
Cinfhen The deeper into the book I get @Librarybelle the MORE I‘m enjoying it ❣️❣️❣️ 4y
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Lauram
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Thank you! @wen4blu The kittens and I had so much fun opening up all of the treats in this beautifully packaged swap box! I can‘t wait to read this book while enjoying Flemington‘s finest chocolate treats. 😊💜

@candority #bookcupidswap

candority So many goodies! 😍 Your cats look like wonderful helpers! Happy Valentine‘s Day! 💖 4y
wen4blu Happy Valentine‘s Day! Hope you enjoy them. How did you get both cats to pose? I only have one and he isn‘t very cooperative. 4y
Lauram @wen4blu Happy Valentine‘s Day to you too! The kittens are really excited about the shredded paper in the box and I‘d promised them a couple of strands each after they posed for photos. You‘ve provided them with hours of entertainment! 4y
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Amiable
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Pick — with a personal rant: I don‘t know if it‘s because I‘m in my 50s, but I‘m so over books where people pine for their teen lovers for the rest of their lives. At 17 you are convinced it‘s true love. At 50, you look back and shrug. I know I‘m supposed to feel bad for the young kids who were cruelly separated —but I actually feel sorry for the spouses they eventually married. If you like this sort of storyline though, the book is well written.

8little_paws ok i can't stand that either and I'm in my late 30s :) I will pass on this book! 4y
wanderinglynn It‘s a pretty cover! 4y
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amsu311
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Mehso-so
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Amiable
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There is nothing quite like the aroma and taste of that very first cup of tea in the morning. Ahhhhh ... 🥰

BookishMarginalia Have a good day! 4y
Amiable @BookishMarginalia You too! 🙂 4y
GinaKButler This book is beautiful...inside and out. Enjoy! 4y
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Crazeedi I loved this story 4y
Jaimelire Agree❤️☕️ 4y
Gogobooks Agreed 4y
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Jas16
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Misty! This is such a wonderful package! The book is gorgeous and looks like something I really enjoy. I love the stationery and it was time for me to restock! The bookmarks and magnets are so great. I just really love everything. Thank you for brightening my day.

AmyG Ooooo a very good book! 4y
Cathythoughts Beautiful cover 💕 4y
Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks I‘m so happy you like everything!!! I saw it on your list when I was stalking it 🤪 so funny that I‘m going to still be sending out Christmas in January!! Enjoy and I hope that you are doing well ❤️❤️ 4y
Mimi28 What‘s up? Sorry I haven‘t been on here much. I hope all is well with you. I know you have a birthday in March because I sent you crowns a few (?) years back. ❤️❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽👍🏽👍🏽😎😎 4y
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kimmypete1
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June‘s pick is out of my normal reads, but I loved The Stationery Shop SO MUCH. #12BooksofChristmas @Andrew65

Andrew65 Another interesting looking book. 4y
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Amiable
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@Gaylagal2 ! What a wonderful #elfswap package! My favorite tea from Tazo...and the ornaments are adorable! I‘m so looking forward to diving into these books. Thank you so much! Merry Christmas, my friend! 🎄🎁😘

Crazeedi I love Tazo tea!! Merry Christmas!!🎁🌠☃️🎄 4y
LeahBergen I like the little cat ornament! 4y
Avanders 🧚🏽‍♀️♥️🎄 Merry Christmas! 4y
Gaylagal2 @amiable I apologize for the late response! When I saw that ornament and I knew you had a beautiful black cat, couldn't resist ❤️ The Christmas tree is really cute when it's lit up. Merry Christmas and have the safest, happiest holiday season my new friend 🎄🤓🤙 4y
Amiable @Gaylagal2 I immediately found batteries for the tree and lit it up! I love it! And anything with a black cat on it is a definite hit with me. 😻 Thank you again! And happy New Year—here‘s hoping 2021 is ... just better. 😬🙂 4y
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LaLove
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So quiet and sweet and sad.

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janeycanuck
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While the rest of my #girlybookclub didn‘t enjoy this nearly as much as I did, I thought this was one of our better reads this year. I liked how the story flipped back and forth in time without spending too much time in the present before giving you more of the story from the past. The characters had such depth and complicated histories, it was just a lovely story to read.

AmyG I really like this book. 4y
Kristin_Reads I loved this one! 4y
Hooked_on_books I loved this book. The end brought tears to my eyes, which is really rare. 4y
janeycanuck @AmyG @Kristin_Reads @Hooked_on_books I was surprised I was pretty much the only person who really enjoyed it! Most of the others thought it was fine but nothing special. 4y
AmyG My entire book club loved it. Go figure. 4y
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Kristin_Reads
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⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️My favorite book this year!

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MaureenMc
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A bittersweet love story following young lovers from 1953 Tehran to present-day U.S. It was slow going at first (although that could‘ve been due to my distraction), but I ended up really enjoying it. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

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TheAromaofBooks
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@ErinSueMreads - Thank you so much for this happy #LitsyLoveFallSwap package!!! I'm so excited about these books and that squirrel really is just adorable!!!

I'm sorry your package is late but USPS says it is out for delivery today!!! So close!!!

Erinsuereads It's okay! I haven't even got my mail key yet 🤣🤣🤣. I should be able to get it tomorrow! I'm so glad you liked it! 4y
TheShaggyShepherd Excellent book choices and such good extras! 4y
Yuki_Onna Woohoo! This looks wicked cool! 🙌 4y
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squirrelbrain I‘m very jealous of your stationery, and of course the squirrel! 🐿❤️ 4y
Crazeedi I loved the stationary shop, enjoy! 🍁❤️🍂 4y
TheAromaofBooks @ErinSueMreads - Thank you again!! I hope you enjoy your goodies, too!! 4y
TheAromaofBooks @TheShaggyShepherd @Yuki_Onna - Thank you!!! This swap was with used books, so it wasn't too expensive and was so much fun!! 4y
TheAromaofBooks @Crazeedi - I actually think I stacked The Stationery Shop because of your review!! 4y
TheAromaofBooks @squirrelbrain - I actually think it may be my first squirrel so I'm quite excited haha 4y
Crazeedi @TheAromaofBooks that's cool! 4y
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SolitaryBookLover
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This was a delightful combination of history, romance and a little bit of mystery. Set in Tehran we meet Roya who is about to embark on her first love affair, aside from books. At the same time, Iran is undergoing a coup with many dangers with unknown allies and friends. This is the story of the devastating events and familial ideals to impact on young love. As an aside, the descriptions of Persian food will have you positively salivating!

Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks I love this cover 💙❤️🧡 4y
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KatieB
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2*. In trying to find the positive, I can say there was an excellent chapter in the second half that really stood out. The rest of the book dragged however with sickly sweet love letters and flowery writing. There are others who loved this so it might just be my cynical cold heart! #bookspinbingo

TheAromaofBooks Sometimes a book just isn't the right fit!! At least it's off the list! 4y
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KatieB
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A quarter of the way through this and struggling a little. At the moment it just seems to a be sweet teenage romance and sweet, teenagers, and romance aren‘t my thing! I find it tough to DNF so will see if it gets better but it‘s certainly affecting my reading momentum #bookspinbingo

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umbrellagirl Beautiful cover! 4y
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rachelm
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Stayed up late working on my puzzle so I could finish listening to this. Beautiful, heartbreaking historical fic set in Iran in the early 1950s and the US later on about a couple driven apart (no spoilers!)

Almost done with the never ending hostas on this puzzle. Haven‘t even started putting together a hedgehog yet!

Tamra Adorable! It‘s been difficult for me to find 300 piece puzzles for my daughter. 4y
rachelm @Tamra got this one from the local bookstore and have been working on it with my 5yo 4y
Hooked_on_books I loved this book. It brought tears to my eyes at the end that doesn‘t happen! Well, except for a book about a dog that dies. Then I sob. 4y
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kimmypete1
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This is not a book I would normally pick up, I often struggle with historical. A coworker recommended it on Facebook and wanted to read it with other people so I decided to jump in and I‘m so glad I did. It was beautifully written and showcased history and romance in equal light. I wish I knew more about the history of Iran during that time.

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The past was always there, lurking in the corners, winking at you when you thought you‘d moved on, hanging on to your organs from the inside.