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Starfish
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
A gorgeous and emotionally true debut novel about a half-Japanese teen who grapples with social anxiety and her narcissist mother in the wake of a crushing rejection from art school. Kiko Himura has always had a hard time saying exactly what shes thinking. With a mother who makes her feel unremarkable and a half-Japanese heritage she doesnt quite understand, Kiko prefers to keep her head down, certain that once she makes it into her dream art school, Prism, her real life will begin. But then Kiko doesnt get into Prism, at the same time her abusive uncle moves back in with her family. So when she receives an invitation from her childhood friend to leave her small town and tour art schools on the west coast, Kiko jumps at the opportunity in spite of the anxieties and fears that attempt to hold her back. And now that she is finally free to be her own person outside the constricting walls of her home life, Kiko learns life-changing truths about herself, her past, and how to be brave. From debut author Akemi Dawn Bowman comes a luminous, heartbreaking story of identity, family, and the beauty that emerges when we embrace our true selves.
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Susanita
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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1. Kiko can‘t wait to graduate from high school so she can get away from her narcissistic mother and leave #Nebraska for art school in California.
2. I‘ve never been there, but I‘d like to visit Carhenge.
#RoadTripUSA2022
#TravelTuesday

megnews I had never heard of Carhenge. Had to look it up. Interesting. 2y
Susanita @megnews I heard about it thanks to the book for South Dakota 😄 2y
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Chrissyreadit
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Thank you @Endowarrior21 for this delightful package. I think we included similar items! Those pens are a secret bargain - my favorite pens this year and at the dollar store!!! ❤️ I love calendars and clocks, and I never think to include them in things I collect, but I do - so the mini calendar was fun! Off to make a cup of whiskey tea now. #bestof2020swap

candority Awesome! 😍 3y
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dearb00kshelves
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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This isn't an easy book to read. Kiko's relationship with her white mother and isolation from her father's Japanese culture was frustrating and heartbreaking but This would be a powerful and important story for many young people. I don't want to give any spoilers but I enjoyed the way Kiko was able to learn more about her culture and her artistic voice. This process introduces such a wonderful character. I also think the romance was well done.

TheNeverendingTBR Gorgeous cover and sounds great..stacked! 💫 3y
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mhillis
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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📚 Current reads: Split Tooth. From Scratch.
💜 Purple book: Starfish is the first purple book that I thought of
🛍 Most anticipated pre-order: I don‘t have one 🤷🏻‍♀️
#weekendreads

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faelinwolf
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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I feel so seen by this book. Kiko's interactions with & feelings about her mother mirror my own experiences & feelings about my own narcissistic mother. This was, at times, painful, relieving, & validating to read. I do wish the ending hadn't been quite so rushed...I would have liked to read more about Kiko's journey in healing.

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HoneyBeeLee
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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#7days7books day 1 thank you @NeedsMoreBooks for the tag. This book defiantly left a big impression on me and I think about this book a lot lol. I think I‘ll tag @Pageturner1 @TheBookKeepers @slategreyskies @thebluestocking

NeedsMoreBooks I picked this because of the cover and enjoyed this novel 💖❤️ 4y
HoneyBeeLee @NeedsMoreBooks Same! lol The cover is what got me interested in it at first too. 4y
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Sarahreadstoomuch
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Mehso-so

Story of Kiko, a half-Japanese teen with big dreams of art school and getting as far away from her bullying narcissistic mother as she can. Especially after mom lets abusive uncle move back in. Good depiction of social anxiety, and I liked Kiko‘s growth... it was a quick read... but some “twists” were very convenient and not surprising. Mom was a bit overdone too. #booked2020 #animaloncover

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VioletBramble
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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#7Days7Covers #Covercrush Day 4
Post a cover you love each day for 7 days. No explanation needed.

Jas16 Beautiful cover! 5y
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Sunshine131
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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“Hearts aren't meant to be broken an infinite amount of times.“-
From Akemi Dawn Bowman's Starfish, one of my favorite realistic fiction books of all time.

Not much of a digital artist, obviously, but I thought I'd give it a try. Beautiful quotes deserve half-decent formats (;

Thanks to gustavorezende for the heart!

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traceydrewbooks
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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I can not say enough good things about this book! Kiko is a Japanese American girl who suffers from anxiety. Kiko lives with her 2 brothers & their mother (a stereotypical blue eyed blonde all American girl) who is a bullying Narcissist who dismisses her children‘s feelings while seeking validation from them.
Kiko dreams of being an artist, of going to art school, of being enough.
Starfish is beautiful. I devoured it & recommend it to everyone.

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edennugget
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Stunning writing + beautiful message + art art art + cute childhood friend to couple + relatable protagonist + brilliant message + mental health representation + diversity = YES.

Read this please!!

Lauram I 💜 your review! (edited) 5y
edennugget @Lauram Thanks! ❤️ 5y
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edennugget
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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'Because sometimes, when the world doesn't make sense, it just feels better if there's someone around to make it a little less lonely.'

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edennugget
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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'We all have to dream our own dreams. We only get one life to live - live it for yourself, not anyone else. Because when you're on your deathbed, you're going to be wishing you had. When everyone else is on theirs, I guarantee they aren't going to be thinking about your life.'

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edennugget
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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'Maybe that's just part of growing up - things aren't black and white, hot and cold, happy and sad. They're complicated.'

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edennugget
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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edennugget
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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'She's colours and candy; I'm pencils and smudges.'

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alisonrose
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
Mehso-so

Glad to see a stark representation of anxiety, especially w/a young WoC. Appreciate the challenge to erroneous thinking about what anxiety is like/about, & pushback on toxic ideas about what qualifies as sexual abuse. The book is quiet but strong at times, and I cared about Kiko a lot. But I felt like the mom was cartoonish at times, & too much telling rather than showing. Often heavy-handed, & had a bit of “romance solves problems” feel. 3/5 ⭐️

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alisonrose
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman

We all have to dream our own dreams. We only get one life to live — live it for yourself, not anyone else. Because when you‘re on your deathbed, you‘re going to be wishing you had. When everyone else is on theirs, I guarantee they aren‘t going to be thinking about your life.

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alisonrose
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman

I live my life in the small space between “uncomfortable” and “awkward.”

[It me.]

Eyelit Yes to this 5y
alisonrose @Eyelit 🤜🏻🤛🏻 5y
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alisonrose
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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I want this cover as a lil‘ wall art. (Also, we need a starfish emoji. And a jellyfish too, why not.) #nowreading

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rachelsbrittain
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Needy cat is needy 🐱

(and also this book is giving me all sorts of emotions wow)

kate_reads LOVE this book with all my heart ❤️ 5y
rachelsbrittain @kate_reads it was so gorgeous and heartbreaking 😍💔 5y
GondorGirl I loved this book so much! 😍💔 5y
rachelsbrittain @GondorGirl I read her other book first and adored it so I knew I had to read this one too. Have you read 5y
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Susanita
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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I was going to save this #underdog story for later in the year, but I saw it was available at the library and pounced on it. Kiko is a senior in high school, half Japanese, painfully shy, and she can‘t wait to get away from her self-absorbed hot mess of a mother and go to art school. But things don‘t exactly turn out as planned ... Plot/characters aren‘t exactly subtle or nuanced, but the story is sweet, & you can‘t help but love Kiko. #Booked2018

Cinfhen I still need a book for this prompt! Thanks for the suggestion 6y
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NeedsMoreBooks
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Starfish is a Bildungsroman, focusing on the life of Kiko, a half-Japanese teenage girl and the complex relationship that she shares with her narcissistic mother. The story follows her relations with her childhood friend, her two brothers, and her father who has a new family. I picked the book up because of the gorgeous cover and it is an excellent debut novel. The other themes include mental health, biracial identity and the importance of family.

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ItsAnotherJen
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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This is a beautifully done YA book about a 17 yr. old half-Japanese girl named Kiko. She has a horrendously self-absorbed mother, a talent for drawing/painting, and a crushing social anxiety disorder. I would have to say this book has captured exactly what it feels like to have social anxiety...it honestly kind of blew me away in that regard. It was healing, somehow, to read. Kiko finds her way through her painful past, learning to accept herself.

Dragon This book is on sale for 1.99 on Kindle. 6y
ItsAnotherJen @Dragon its also on Overdrive for free! 😁 6y
blondie I'm SO excited to read this one! 6y
Dragon Thanks @JenFowler 👍😀🐉 6y
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Nutmegnc
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Current deal at Amazon. I haven‘t yet read it but it seems interesting...I wish I‘d had a book like this when I was a teenager, to help figure out how to deal with big disappointments.

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sumaiyya.books
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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I want to follow more people on Litsy! If you have a book review account please drop a comment below - I‘d love to check out your profile!

Btw, STARFISH is my current read and I‘m loving it ♥️

missprint I do! 6y
SydBookReader Hi I‘m always looking for active Litsy members! 6y
CouronneDhiver If you follow back, you‘ll probably find lots of new contacts ... friends of friends, if you will 6y
BellaBookNook Oh my goodness that cover is stunning. I am glad you are enjoying it. I just might have to add it to my overflowing TBR! 😊 6y
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Briary
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Mehso-so

I wish I could say I loved this to bits. But it was only okay for me.

It had great insights to an abusive family, what that kind of a parent can do to the people around them, that was done superly. I loved Kiko's growth, and the apparently compulsory relationship was cute and all, but some of the twists were a bit too convenient. There was a certain hamfistyness in making some points, "a wise man tells you stuff"-type of thing that's just..eh.⭐⭐⭐

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Johanna414
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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I‘m going to regret having stayed up to finish this when I‘m on baby duty in about 3 hours... but it was really good! My only issue was with the mom‘s character- she had no redeeming qualities, she was just evil. It got annoying.

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kate_reads
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Friends! About a month ago I found out that my first ever cover blurb was going to be on one of my favorite books from 2017, STARFISH by Akemi Dawn Bowman 😊 The publisher sent such a cute package and I‘m so excited that this is the book for this milestone.

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Johanna414
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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I had to stop by work today to help my long term sub with some issues with the circulation system and the craziest thing happened - a stack of books just fell into my bag and made it home with me!

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Deborah42
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman

“We all have to dream our own dreams. We only get one life to live—live it for yourself, not anyone else. Because when you‘re on your deathbed, you‘re going to wish you had. When everyone else is on theirs, I guarantee they aren‘t going to be thinking about your life.”

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ScorpioBookDreams
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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I absolutely loved this YA contemporary that tackles some difficult issues such as mental health and abuse. Can‘t wait for the authors next book later this year.

Mitch I think all books should come with their own bookmarks - that should be law! 🤣🤣 6y
TrishB Lovely ❤️ 6y
ScorpioBookDreams @Mitch definitely! 😂 6y
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LeahBergen @Mitch I agree! 👏🏻 6y
BiblioLitten Wow💜 6y
Christine11 Beautiful! 🐋🐡🐟 6y
Eggs Pretty photo 6y
batsy Gorgeous cover and great pic. 6y
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mhillis
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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I‘ve been binging on YA and the Olympics! Finished Starfish, Love & Gelato, Come Back to Me, and To All the Boys I‘ve Loved Before. Still reading American Panda and Under the Lights. #currentlyreading
🥇Starfish wins the gold🥇

tonyahoswalt Starfish has a beautiful cover. The story was good? 6y
mhillis @tonyahoswalt Yes! I would recommend it! 6y
tonyahoswalt @mhillis I'm quickly piling up books, and need to catch up, but I'm adding it to the list! 6y
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thewallflower0707
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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#nowreading! I finally finished A Quiet Kind of Thunder and immediately moved on to Starfish. #coverporn #winter #itssobloodycold

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missevievelyn
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Pickpick

Finished my first book of #24in48! 😊 this was so so so good!

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missevievelyn
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Starting book 1! 00.00.00 at 5:30AM 😊#24in48 #24in48readathon

Allkat Love the cover. 😊 6y
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CoffeeK8
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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This books was lovely, and heartbreaking and honest. It‘s a book I would love to give to my socially awkward teen self.

robinb Nice review. 😊 6y
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bentchbites
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Reposting this here in case any of you want to win goodies (just retweet on Twitter, no other things needed. 😊) and also bec i ❤️❤️❤️ this flatlay photo of the book! It‘s simple and it doesn‘t take your focus away from the gorgeous book cover! I hope to have flatlay skills even close to this someday. 😂 #giveaway

Chachic You can do flatlays like that, I'm sure! 6y
bentchbites @Chachic I is Trying Hard. Lol 6y
Chachic @bentchbites Kaya mo yan, bes! Bigyan kitang tips pag nagkita tayo?😂 6y
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woman_king
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman

This book just caused a small implosion in my chest, nbd

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ScorpioBookDreams
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Beautiful #bookmail today!! Starfish has been on my wish list for months 😍😍😍

TommieMarie74 It‘s on mine as well. Can‘t wait to hear what you think! 6y
TrishB That Mistborn one is a lovely version 💜 6y
hermyknee Those books are gorgeous! 6y
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Christine11 The Starfish cover is so pretty! 6y
ScorpioBookDreams @TrishB it‘s the tenth anniversary edition. It‘s quite a compact size too. 6y
RebL I feel shame for never having read Sanderson. 6y
ScorpioBookDreams @RebL he‘s on my TBR list for 2018 as I‘ve heard such great things. 6y
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specklife
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Excellent portrayal of social anxiety and narcissism. Loved Kiko and how she grew throughout the book.
“I did not go North, South, East or West. I went Forward.”
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

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kate_reads
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Will I️ ever stop singing the praises of this book? Nope.

After I read the ARC, I️ immediately went to B&N to preorder a hardcover. Starfish is so brilliant and I️ was/still am genuinely touched.

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Kelly
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Everyone keeps raving about this. Can't wait to dive in.

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LauraBeth
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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I‘m opting to go with the first sentence of my current read, because I‘m all in if there‘s going to be some mother-daughter tension. Thanks for the tag @BarbaraBB #firstsentence

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BiblioNyan
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Check out how stunning this book is!! 😍😍

#starfish #diversebooks #litsygram #bookmail

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GondorGirl
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Kiko is a seventeen year old painter whose dreams come crashing down when she isn't accepted to art school. Her mother is a narcissistic wreck and her father mostly absent. After reconnecting with a childhood friend Kiko travels to California to try to reconcile with her past... and discover her future.

5/5🌟

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GondorGirl
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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Tommy ?: "Look, mom! I'm helping!"

Librarianaut 🤣🤣 7y
rubyslippersreads 😻😻😻 7y
Ms_T 😻 7y
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GondorGirl
Starfish | Akemi Dawn Bowman
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My grandma had a stroke today and isn't doing well. I had a little breakdown over it in the flower isle at the market (grandma gave me my love of plants) and ended up buying myself a bouquet to feel closer to her. My plans for the evening include wrapping myself in the blanket she made me and starting this book. Sometimes being so far away from the rest of my family really sucks.

Libby1 (((Hugs))) 7y
AlaMich I'm so sorry to hear about your grandma!! Sending positive thoughts your way...💕 7y
Sace I'm so sorry. 7y
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DarcysMom I am sorry to hear about your grandma. You and your family are in my thoughts. ❤ 7y
cobwebmoth Big hugs to you! 7y
KVanRead So sorry...it is so hard to be far away...💜 7y
Scurvygirl So sorry about your grandma.💜 7y
[DELETED] 206653737 I‘m so sorry thoughts and prayers out to you! 💐 (edited) 7y
Pogue I am so sorry. 7y
Jas16 I am so sorry. Sending you lots of love. 7y
Cortg ❤️ 7y
Natasha.C.Barnes I'm so sorry. We're all thinking about you. ❤️ 7y
DebbieGrillo I remember being far away when my Nana got really sick. It's a helpless feeling. 7y
CareBear Thinking of you 💕 7y
CoffeeCatsBooks I am so sorry. 7y
xicanti I'm so sorry. 7y
BarbaraTheBibliophage I'm so sorry. I hope snuggling and reading helps. 💞 7y
Sarahandhella Sorry to hear about your grandma. ❤️ 7y
KirstieE Sorry to hear this , sending you all the love 💕 7y
Ms_T 😔x 7y
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