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White Tears
White Tears: A novel | Hari Kunzru
From one of the most talented fiction writers at work today: two ambitious young musicians are drawn into the dark underworld of blues record collecting, haunted by the ghosts of a repressive past. Two twenty-something New Yorkers. Seth is awkward and shy. Carter is the glamorous heir to one of America's great fortunes. They have one thing in common: an obsession with music. Seth is desperate to reach for the future. Carter is slipping back into the past. When Seth accidentally records an unknown singer in a park, Carter sends it out over the Internet, claiming it's a long lost 1920s blues recording by a musician called Charlie Shaw. When an old collector contacts them to say that their fake record and their fake bluesman are actually real, the two young white men, accompanied by Carter's troubled sister Leonie, spiral down into the heart of the nation's darkness, encountering a suppressed history of greed, envy, revenge, and exploitation. White Tears is a ghost story, a terrifying murder mystery, a timely meditation on race, and a love letter to all the forgotten geniuses of American music. From the Hardcover edition.
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Chelsea.Poole
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I neglected to review this after finishing it and it‘s not fresh in my mind. This landed on my radar thanks to #AuldLangSpine from @IndoorDame
This is a biting takedown of cultural appropriation—specifically two music hipsters who use street recordings of black musicians to mashup a new/fake “old” “undiscovered” work from a black jazz musician from decades ago. Things get [spoiler — in comments].
I was a bit confused at the ending but wow!

Chelsea.Poole Things get ghosty and murdery. And possession-ish….?? Little confused on what exactly went down there at the very end. 7mo
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Jas16
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Well, this took a turn didn‘t it? A seemingly straightforward story about two music obsessed friends twists into a fever dream about cultural appropriation halfway through. Unsettling and challenging , this kept me on my toes. #24in2024

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Ruthiella
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Thanks for the tag @TheSpineView ! 😊

1. The tagged book by Hari Kunzru completely creeped me out. Also Shirley Jackson‘s The Haunting of Hill House.

2. Maybe Jaws or the Shining?

3. In a movie-jump scares! I do jump! 😂

#TerrifyingTuesday 😱

WildAlaskaBibliophile I haven't heard of White Tears. I'll check it out!

Thanks for playing along, @ruthiella! 🦈
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TheSpineView You're welcome! 14mo
batsy I agree on both those book picks! They truly get under your skin. 14mo
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IndoorDame
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#TitlesAndTunes #Blues This took me completely by surprise. It was one of those titles that I didn‘t really think would live up to the reviews I‘d read, but managed to do that and exceed them by being fringe, creative and new in a way that occasionally made me wonder ‘is this gonna work, or just go off the rails?‘ And it‘s so satisfying when those things do work! It was also genuinely creepy in a way I‘ll be thinking about for a long time to come.

BarbaraBB So glad you loved it. I was very impressed too. 1y
Ruthiella I loved and was also totally creeped out by this one too. 1y
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IndoorDame
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I tried to find a book that would work for both #scarathlon and #titlesandtunes #blues and came across this buried at the bottom of my TBR which I think may fit the bill. @Cinfhen @BarbaraBB @Emilymdxn

Cinfhen Ohhhh, this book is meant to be soooo good 😊 well played 1y
BarbaraBB You chose so well. Love both! 1y
Emilymdxn Looks fantastic i hope you love it! 1y
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Kaag
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A surprisingly good read considering all the technical music talk. Part mystery novel about who this Charlie Shaw was and what happened with his recording, was it even ever made? Part treatise on race and cultural appropriation. Kunzru does a great job of blending all those elements together to give the feel of a thriller, while shining a light on relevant social issues from the past (that haunt us still), and are no less present today.

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inthegreensandblues
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This book blew me away as it went from mysterious to unsettling to downright disturbing. I finished it several days ago and the song still haunts me.

🎧 I actually ended up mostly listening on Libby and liked the use of different narrators.

BookDragonNotWorm Your description has me intrigued! 🤔 4y
BookwormM I loved this 4y
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suvata
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Read in October 2020 ...
#suvataStats #OctoberReads #Bookstagram

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Ruthiella
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I‘m not sure what constitutes a #freshidea in fiction but what I loved about this book was that I had NO IDEA where it would go next. It was terrifying and exhilarating.

#FallFinds

Eggs Works for me 4y
batsy Agreed! So good. 4y
Ruthiella @batsy I read God‘s Without Men from him and just liked it. But now I want to reread it and then read everything he‘s ever written! (edited) 4y
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suvata
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Very Kafkaesque or maybe Murakamiesque! I absolutely loved this book.
From SuperSummary.com:
Set in New York in the present day, it follows two musically inclined hipsters who run into misfortune after developing a song that is mistaken for a lost work by an obscure blues-era musical genius Charlie Shaw. When people begin to stalk and antagonize the two friends, they are involved in an eerie mystery related to Shaw‘s murder.

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TheRiehlDeal
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Day 19: Get Out

Seth and Carter are New Yorkers in their twenties. They both have an obsession with music. So when Seth records an unknown singer and tells everyone on the internet that it's a long lost 1920's recording of a musician named Charlie Shaw, a collector contacts Seth and Carter it's real. Once they learn this, they spiral down into the nation's suppressed history of greed, envy, revenge, and exploitation.

#horrorseason
@Klou

Klou This is the one I chose for this movie too. Great job! 4y
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BarbaraJean
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#BookHaul! Just when I think I‘m making progress on my TBR, Book Outlet has a sale. But I‘m not sorry. So excited about these!

Ruthiella White Tears was a trip but so good! 4y
BarbaraJean @Ruthiella I‘m looking forward to it! 4y
MommyWantsToReadHerBook Ooh all I can comment on is To the Bright Edge of the World, which I loved so so much! 4y
BarbaraJean @MommyWantsToReadHerBook I remember your love for that one. 😊 I really liked The Snow Child by her, and that plus my memory of your recommendation meant I immediately clicked “Add to Cart“ when I saw it on sale! 4y
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Billypar
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Congrats @GatheringBooks for 10 years of book blogging excellence! For my list, I chose 10 most anticipated TBR reads (no particular order):
1. Death in Her Hands - Moshfegh
2. Giovanni's Room - Baldwin
3. The Library At Mount Char - Hawkins
4. Gorilla, My Love- Bambara
5. White Tears, Kunzru
6. The Bluest Eye, Morrison
7. A Tale for the Time Being- Ozeki
8. The Book of Night Women- James
9. Notes on a Crocodile, Miaojin
10. Gingerbread, Oyeyemi

Billypar @Liz_M @readordierachel I'd love to see your lists of 10 in you're so inclined 4y
vivastory Excellent list! Apparently Kunzru's book is the first in a planned colors trilogy, second one is due to be published in a few months 4y
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Billypar @vivastory Nice- I didn't realize that: it's a great excuse to read White Tears sooner rather than later. 4y
GatheringBooks Nice! I read #3 previously but was underwhelmed. Huhu. But the premise is good. Thank you so much for reposting. 💕🧚🏼‍♀️😍📚 4y
Billypar @GatheringBooks Thanks for doing this giveaway - here's to ten more great years! 👏👏🙌🏻📚📖 4y
readordierachel Love this tbr list! The Moshfegh and Oyeyemi are high up there for me as well. And Library at Mount Char is 🍌🍌 So good 4y
Billypar @readordierachel I plan to read all of Moshfegh's and Oyeyemi's eventually. I've only read one Moshfegh so far (Eileen) but it was enough to believe she'll become a favorite author. And every now and then I need a read like Char- something crazier than the daily news cycle! 4y
Tanisha_A Fab list, again! So manyyyy I want to get to. 4y
Tanisha_A @Billypar I echo what you say about Moshfegh, have read only My Year of Rest and Relaxation, and absolutely loved her writing. 4y
Billypar @Tanisha_A I chose Death in Her Hands for this since it's been in my head being her latest, but they all sound good - I feel like there's no going wrong! 4y
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Centique
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I‘ve been so swept up by this book - completely mesmerised. I was recommended this somewhere along the way by @ReadingEnvy and it‘s been a 5 star read for me. A strange fever dream of a book - that won‘t appeal to everybody. The first half is a deep dive into the music world of two friends - one an acoustic tech who almost lives inside sounds, the other an obsessed collector of old 1920s records. Then it gets weird. Reality becomes blurred and ⬇️

ReadingEnvy So good, so so good! I think I just brought it up again on the Tournament if Books episode too 5y
Centique the past and present overlap. I won‘t say more than that to avoid spoilers - but if you don‘t like being a bit confused or things becoming unreal, it may not be for you. It brings up themes of appropriation and privilege and a history that has become invisible for so many in modern times. Unforgettable and mind altering! 5y
Centique @ReadingEnvy I‘m so glad I picked it up. Thanks for the recc. Completely mind blown! And I do love it when things go non-linear 🙌 5y
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Tanisha_A Superb review. I have this book, not with me here though. Can't wait to pick up later. 5y
Centique @Tanisha_A thanks T - I hope you like it when you get to it. And I hope you have lots of good books with you 💕 5y
Cinfhen Great review 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻im pretty sure I bought this back when @shawnmooney reviewed it💕 I‘ve added this title to my May #bookspin 5y
Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks Great review 📚❤️ 5y
BookwormM I loved this one 5y
Tanisha_A @Centique Yesss! So thankful to my Kindle right now. 🥰 5y
Centique @Cinfhen oh good! It‘s slow through the first half but worth it 😍🤞 5y
Centique @BookwormM so good right?! 5y
Cathythoughts Great review! I gave up on it once, but after your review I might give it another go ..... ❤️👍🏻 5y
batsy I love your review, P! And I'm so glad you liked it. "Unforgettable and mind altering" sums it up. A brilliant book. 5y
Centique @Cathythoughts when you‘re in the mood for something a little strange and disturbing! 5y
Centique @batsy I was just thinking this seemed like the sort of book you would like! And @Reggie (Come back Reggie! 🤞🤞) 5y
readordierachel Wonderful review! Wasn't it a ride? 5y
Rissreads You have convinced me to give it a go! ✅ 5y
Rissreads @Reggie Yes come back! 5y
Centique @readordierachel exactly! One helluva ride 🤯 5y
Centique @Rissreads I hope you like it! 😘 5y
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Prairiegirl_reading
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Bailedbailed

I just can‘t with either of these right now. I couldn‘t get into White Tears, didn‘t connect with the characters at all. Also the audio narrator was just a bad choice.
The Cadaver King and the Country Doctor is very interesting but simply too much for me at this time. I will get back to it at some point I hope.
#bookspin #doublebookspin #spinagain

TheAromaofBooks Sometimes I book just isn't the right fit!! Hopefully April's book will be a better pick for you! 5y
Prairiegirl_reading @TheAromaofBooks my April picks will be much lighter for sure!! 😄 5y
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erzascarletbookgasm
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I have a #music related book languishing on my shelf too, @Cinfhen ...about two young white men connected through their shared love of (black) #music .
#MOvember

Tanisha_A It's languishing on mine too! 😁 5y
Cathythoughts It was languishing on my kindle too & ...#unpopularopinion I did try to get into it .. but bailed . There is a lot of Litsy love for this 5y
TrishB @Cathythoughts I really liked it, but can totally understand why people don‘t. 5y
batsy Love this book! And it was going to be my pick for today's prompt, as well 😁 5y
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LiterRohde
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“Electricity is not digital. It does not come in discrete packets, but floods the air and flows through conductors and shoots from the hands of mad scientists in silent movies. If it is futuristic at all, it is a past version of the future, temperamental, unstable, half-alive.”

#QuotsySept19 | 11: #Shock

📷: Made with Typorama

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Moray_Reads
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Immediately thought of this powerfully unsettling book about cultural appropriation. Two hipster poseurs exploit the legacy of black music and are obsessed with “authenticity“ (and vinyl). Sidenote: At work I used a record player for the first time last week, despite the fact my bf has one. #putyourrecordson #ayupaugust

TrishB The record player is Hubby‘s prized procession. My daughter has one too and her dad buys her all sorts! (edited) 5y
Moray_Reads @TrishB I don't really like them, that faint hum and hiss of the needle drives me bonkers. He's all for records and I'm a Spotify girl 5y
batsy Reading Their Eyes Were Watching God at the moment and was just thinking about this book today. So brilliant. 5y
TrishB @Moray_Reads that‘s what they like, the hiss and the hum and the background noise. 5y
Moray_Reads @batsy So funny and so dark and so uncomfortable 5y
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jhod
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Look what I found on my office book swap shelf today?! Its normally full of ropey romances so am very excited to have found this!

Anna40 Ropey? :) Have never heard this word 6y
Cathythoughts Oh wow ! Coincidentally, I‘m about to start this on Audible as I make the dinner 🤞🏻I think it will be good 6y
jhod @Anna40 its a useful word :-) 6y
Anna40 Yes and it is an alliteration ropey romance 😉 6y
BookwormM I loved this book 6y
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katieevans
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LOVED this. highly recommend 👏👏

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andrew61
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This book pulled the rug from underneath me as i was reading and i came away overwhelmed with the turn it took and the consequent theme of the story. At the outset 2 different 20 something students discover an obscure piece of blues music recorded on the streets of ny during a chess game. The search for the singer and old vinyl takes seth into the dark past of US history + the use of law to continue 'slavery' for commercial gain. Brilliant

TrishB Loved this too 👍🏻 6y
Cathythoughts I‘m looking forward to this one 👍🏻♥️ 6y
Tonton Loved it 6y
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andrew61
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#booked2019 @Cinfhen @BarbaraTheBibliophage @4thhouseontheleft
A tram journey today is a perfect excuse to make progress on this excellent book and as i read about the creator of a mysterious piece of ancient jazz music wolfman Charlie shaw and the ills that befall the young man who discovered the song whilst recording sounds on the streets of manhattan i realised it is perfect for spring #featuresamusician

TrishB I enjoyed this one 👍🏻 6y
Leftcoastzen Love that building on the corner. 6y
Cinfhen Recently purchased as a #KindleDailyDeal - looking forward to reading someday 6y
andrew61 @Leftcoastzen I've worked in this town for a long time and never really taken it in. I'll have to have a proper look. 6y
Leftcoastzen I‘m sure buildings like that abound, you must understand I live in the desert southwest and 90% of Phoenix development was post WWII . 6y
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LouLouLane
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I think I know what‘s going on...😁😁😁

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kyraleseberg
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First book of 2019 and it didn't disappoint. A young man obsessed with collecting rare records is the victim of a horrible crime. His best friend and music collaborator struggles to learn the truth behind a mysterious blues recording and the story takes a wild turn to include racial injustice and Southern music legend with an eerie supernatural element.
Full review will appear on Roots & Reads later this month!

imyril I read this last year and it was so good. I hated everyone in it, but the narrative was an absorbing car crash I couldn‘t put it down. 6y
kyraleseberg @imyril I agree, didn't like a single character but the way the story spirals out of control and flips from one plot to another was exciting! 6y
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ladyonequestion
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Devoured this in a day. I found the plot really intriguing, the meditations on music and racial identity made me think and the supernatural elements were well handled. Really want to read more of this author.

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REPollock
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Probably my favorite book of the year last year. Scared the crap out of me and just...wow. Yeah. Great deal.

batsy It's so good! 6y
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Leelee08
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My reading tastes are, some would say, eclectic....🤷🏼‍♀️📚🥰

ErickaS_Flyleafunfurled Is White Tears good? Im curious about it! 6y
MayJasper Go for it 👍 6y
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Leelee08 @ErickaS_Flyleafunfurled I haven‘t started it yet, but I‘ll let you know. Have you ever read Transmission? He‘s amazing. 6y
Gina Oh me too! Glad to see I have a village 6y
ErickaS_Flyleafunfurled I haven‘t read his stuff - I need to check that out! 6y
Leelee08 @Gina Definitely!😘 6y
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gradcat
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I loved this book. Two music enthusiasts find a lost recording, much to their delight. But all does not go well for these two college friends. Maybe I liked this book so much because I am a Southerner, and blues music is such a part of our lore. But I believe its appeal is broader than this—much of the action takes place in NYC, where the two men live, after all—as it crosses genres, including some mystery, some magic, and some social commentary.

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ErikasMindfulShelf
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Completed my reading challenge!

ReadingsByTheC Congrats! 6y
CoffeeK8 Congrats 🎉 6y
LazyDays Wow🎊🎊 6y
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Smrloomis 🎉🎉🎉👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽 6y
Redwritinghood 👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻 6y
pppooraikul Impressive. 👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 6y
Hooked_on_books Hooray! 🎉🍾 6y
Liatrek Congrats 🎉🍾🎈 6y
BarbaraBB And with a great read! 6y
JoScho 🎉💖🎉💖🎉 6y
Thousand-Lives Wow!! 🎉🎉 6y
Q84 Congratulations!!! 6y
hes7 Yay! 🎉 6y
DivineDiana 👏🏻📚👏🏻 6y
MayJasper You are definitely a faster reader than me 😊 I hope there were some real gems in there 6y
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ErikasMindfulShelf
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Panpan

Not for me.

BarbaraBB Oh... you don‘t think so, obviously 😂 (i just commented on your other post about your GR goal!) 6y
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Jenken1998
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Whew. Made it through. It is a difficult read because of the timeline jumps between two related story lines of different decades but also because of racism, violence, white privilege and cultural appropriation. Take your time with this one. Its uncomfortably well done. Lol ❤❤❤❤❤

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morgan_lionheart
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Great concept, terrible execution. Full review: http://www.librarything.com/work/18424385/reviews/159948809_344807575

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Readerann
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It took me a while to get into this, but I‘m glad I stuck with it. In return, it is going to stick with ME. As is the case with many #tournamentofbooks selections, it‘s unique. BTW, I looked up many of the old (1920‘s) blues recordings mentioned and they really do exist. #tob

BookwormM Loved this book 6y
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Bookmarkie
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#sundaysurvey. @alisonrose
1. Macbeth by Jo Nesbo (512pgs)
2. The Animators or White Tears
3. Louise
4. Athleticism or fluency in Spanish

vivastory I think I heard that there are plans for a White Tears adaptation 6y
Bookmarkie @vivastory That would be fantastic! 6y
alisonrose 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻 6y
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Chili
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I‘m not sure what I think about this. Some parts were really good and others were confusing. But I‘m sending it off to quitter Kerri. #LMPBC Group F‘ ing Awesome
@ItsAngel @Kerri_Messner @sprainedbrain @suvata

sprainedbrain Kerri is SUCH a quitter! 6y
Chili @sprainedbrain I know right! 6y
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roxmore
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White Tears by Hari Kunzru a ghost Story set in the world of blues and record collectors. Dead my review on my blog Psychonly
https://psychonly.wordpress.com/2018/07/23/white-tears/
#WhiteTears #HariKunzru #ghoststory #thriller #blues #rock #hounting #supernatural

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Simona
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Redheadrambles White Tears 👍🏻👌👌👌 6y
ephemeralwaltz Lovely stacks! 6y
Simona @Redheadrambles I hope that I will like it! 6y
Simona @ephemeralwaltz Lovely and constant reminder that I buy more than I can read ... 6y
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Simona
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It‘s here❣️ I was curious about this one from the first time I saw it, but I never actually bought it ... and guess what!? Yesterday I was in bookstore, I have it in my hand, but then I decided for other two and I‘m glad that I did so. Thank you @BarbaraBB for your kindness 😘😘😘 I think that this book will be my companion next week at the 🏖

Cinfhen Can‘t wait to read your review 😊 6y
Simona @Cinfhen Probably at the end of the next week 😘 (edited) 6y
Cinfhen Obviously!!!! 6y
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Cinfhen But why so long 😂😂😂 6y
Simona @Cinfhen 😂Because I‘m currently overbooked with my #backpackEurope and #booked2018 books 🤓 6y
BarbaraBB Glad it‘s there. I am looking forward to what you think. I liked it but it is not a traditional story! 6y
Simona @BarbaraBB I hope that I will like it too! Since book was published I saw quite a few very praising reviews, I hope that my expectations aren‘t to high .... Thank you, again, for wonderful gift 💝 6y
BarbaraBB You‘re very welcome 😘 6y
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Readergrrl
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I was just reading along, minding my own business, cool musical obsession/blues crossroads legend type stuff when, BAM!, total stream of conscious, unreliable narrator sinking into madness!!!! Wow! What a ride! I definitely suggest giving this record a spin (allusion intended)! But don‘t say I didn‘t warn you if you suddenly find yourself waking up under a moss hung tree talking to a mysterious and ancient old lady deep in the bayou! #LMPBC

Readergrrl Forgot to take a photo today, so image above is of Robert Johnson, blues legend. 6y
cobwebmoth Perfect review!😊 6y
Weaponxgirl Love this review! I'm sold 6y
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kyraleseberg I'm intrigued (and love that you picked a photo of Robert Johnson) so it's stacked! 6y
Shemac77 Fantastic review! 6y
Prairiegirl_reading OMG! This is on my tbr but you just sold this to me hard!! 😄 6y
readordierachel Yes, great book! 6y
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rdkate
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Pic from Eastman NH golf course a few days ago, totally failing on reviewing all the books I read this year! Too much fun doing other things! Really enjoyed this totally different book, not sure how to categorize it, though, sort of a mystery, life exploration? Centers around the obsessive collecting of old blues recordings. Nicely written. If you're in the mood for something a little weird, this is it!