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The Astonishing Colour of After
The Astonishing Colour of After | Emily X. R. Pan
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AroundTheBookWorld
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HeatherBookNerd
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Leigh is a teenager who has just lost her mother to suicide. While she is still trying to grasp what has happened, her mother visits her in the form of a bird. As Leigh seeks answers, she stumbles across more questions - about her mother‘s past, about her family history, and about her feelings for her best friend Axel. This is such a thoughtful, creative story. And the prose is just gorgeous, so vivid and expressive. Very unique storytelling.

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TheQuietQuill
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What a haunting and beautifully written novel this is. I didn‘t expect to love this book as much as I did, but it truly is a work of art all in itself. I do have to warn that there is a trigger: suicide and depression. The author writes this sensitive subject with care, and it is a story I will never forget. 🪶
This was my #doublebookspin for February ❤️

TheAromaofBooks Woohoo!! 10mo
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TheQuietQuill
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Sunday afternoon well spent ☺️ This is one is those novels that I‘m just drinking in and savoring. Beautifully written, but also beautifully heartbreaking.

LeeRHarry Good to hear as this one has sat on my shelf for quite some time. 10mo
TheQuietQuill It‘s very good, but very heavy. I‘m really enjoying it and so far it‘s my favorite book of the year ❤️ @LeeRHarry 10mo
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peanutnine
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A nice #bookhaul after visiting 3 stops along the #greatercharlottebookcrawl yesterday 🤩

Booksblanketsandahotbeverage Woo Rivers of London! I‘m in the middle of False Value. 2y
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ChaoticMissAdventures
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Overall really enjoyed this. I loved Leigh and Axels as characters, and their relationship. The book is an excellent exploration of grief, gorgeous to have her mother turn into a bird to guide her, magical realism used well.
I did think it was a bit too long. The middle-end needed tightening up probably a good 50-100 pages cut. But I really enjoyed this.
Double spin ✔️
#bookspin #doublespin @TheAromaofBooks

TheAromaofBooks Woohoo!! 2y
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ChaoticMissAdventures
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#weeklyforecast #vote #readinggoals
Stretch goal, I am halfway into Infinite Country and the tagged, hoping to switch gears this week to the spooky and witchy Halloween vibes!
Also need to read up on all these ballot measurements we have going in Oregon!

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ChaoticMissAdventures
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TheAromaofBooks Woohoo!! Looks fantastic!! 2y
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Roary47
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3✨ Trigger warnings for suicide, which may be obvious from a description of this book. Leigh‘s mother dies from suicide and she is sure she turned into a bird. This bird leads her to see her maternal grandparents in Taiwan that she has never met. The story is about family, memories, and a little of Taiwanese culture about spirits. I struggled with understanding the colors as feelings throughout. Read for #YABuddyRead @megnews

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Roary47
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Here is my planned reads for the rest of this weekend. I‘m hoping to read at least these before the month ends. If I can I‘m going to try to finish two more along with these. #weekendreading @Andrew65

Andrew65 Good luck! 3y
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damselsgotballs
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"My mother is a bird. This isn‘t like some William Faulkner stream-of-consciousness metaphorical crap. My mother. Is literally. A bird."
#Firstlinefridays @ShyBookOwl

ShyBookOwl Great pic! 3y
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VioletMoonBooks
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The plane angles and tilts, and I fight the gravitational force, leaning to press my face into the glass. I catch a glimpse of the clouds below, and the edge of our shadow upon them, shaped like a bird.
#TheAstonishingColorOfAfter #EmilyXRPan #lastline #closingline #book #books #bookperson #bookprople #bookpassion #bookpicture #bookpictures #bookphoto #bookphotos #bookphotograph #bookphotographer #YoungAdult #Contemporary #MagicalRealism 💝💝💝💝

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Leigh is a teenager whose mother commits suicide. 95% of the book is about Leigh‘s grief, anger, & attempts to understand why. She travels to #Taiwan to meet her mother‘s parents for the first time. It‘s an emotionally draining book, told by an angry teenager with attitude, who was like that before her mother‘s death. The main character isn‘t likeable. It had a magical realism angle, which was necessary to tell the story, but there were logical ⬇️

Texreader gaps that bothered me throughout. The main character experiences these “magical” moments but almost never questions how or why. It kept jarring me out of the story because I kept wanting to ask the main character: “Don‘t you wonder why you can see back in time?” just as an example. I definitely enjoyed the descriptions of Taiwan since I was reading this book for #readingasia2021. This is also my #letterA book for #litsyatoz. And 15 points for ⬇️ 3y
KristiAhlers Wow that‘s sounds heavy but good at the same time 3y
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Librarybelle I‘ve heard very good things about this book 3y
Karisa Loved that book! So beautifully written. 💗 3y
TheBookHippie It‘s a difficult read, I agree. It‘s however quite beautiful. 3y
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Librarybelle Oh…good choice! 3y
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Skeeterisme
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👍👍👍👍👍

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LaraS
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“Leigh Chen Sanders is absolutely certain about one thing: When her mother died by suicide, she turned into a bird“. I mean how can you not want to read a book with that tagline? Beautifully written, the characters were really brought to life in this one.

Incredible artwork from here:
https://twitter.com/KiraDeSomma/status/954114077520998400/photo/1

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squirrelbrain
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#readingasia2021

This was a soft pick for me, because I‘m not keen on YA or fantasy and there were fantastical elements in this tale, set in #taiwan, of a teen struggling after her Mum‘s suicide.

I did actually learn a lot about the customs, in particular the food, of Taiwan but overall the book felt overlong and repetitive in places.

Traci1 I love that cover. 😍 4y
Librarybelle I like this cover over the US cover! 4y
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Nebklvr
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Beautifully done. Very evocative. Emotional.

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Just starting this one. So far, it is beautiful.

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ElleMNOpe
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A beautiful & emotional read that explores grief, mental health, and personal identity in a unique, but hard-hitting way. Despite this deep content, it is delivered in a graceful & soft way that flows calmly & naturally. Leigh is a great protagonist. There is a good balance between her abilities to compartmentalize and function and her feelings of confusion, anger, sadness, and fear. She is complex & blatantly amazing. I just loved this book.

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ChasingOm
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A day late, but I am SO EXCITED to share this book! 🥰

This is a beautiful YA book about grief and identity and relationships. It sat on my shelf for quite a while (sometimes books about losing a mother can be triggering for me), but when I was ready, it more than delivered. In fact, I'm thinking this month might be a good time for a re-read, if I can find it in all my boxes...

#IntegrateYourShelf

ncsufoxes I just finished The Mountains Sing a few weeks ago & loved it. Definitely one of the best books I‘ve read this year. My mom read it & loved it too (which is saying a lot since she‘s an avid reader & a bit of a book snob). 4y
TheBookHippie I loved it too if you can‘t find it I have an extra copy here 🙃 I can mail it to you 💌 4y
ChasingOm @ncsufoxes THE MOUNTAINS SING was on my TBR for #foodandlit but then life got crazy and I didn‘t get to it. Moving back to the TBR now! And thank you @TheBookHippie, that‘s so generous!! I found my copy. 🥰 4y
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This might be one of the first magical realism book I‘ve ever read, and I wasn‘t a huge fan. I just felt like the parts where she was chasing down the bird really dragged out the plot. However, I loved the character development and the ending was so sweet.

⭐️ ⭐️ ⭐️

#ya

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#SpringSentiments @Eggs
Prompt: Stupefied

Eggs Ah yes - I remember this one! 4y
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SanjanaGhosh
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I liked the Smokes and Memories part, the reality not so much. Also, it was really cool how Leigh associated all her emotions with colours ❤️

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squirrelbrain
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Today‘s #bookmail. I had put 3 #readingasia2021 spaces on my #bookspinbingo as I didn‘t know when these would arrive, but here they are and one of the spaces has been picked as #bookspin.....now which to choose?!

The tagged book is YA and set partly in Taiwan. I‘m annoyed about Women of Sand & Myrrh as it is down as Saudi Arabia on Goodreads but the blurb says an unnamed state. The author is Lebanese so I may swap, or just leave it as Saudi.

BarbaraBB I am curious about that Maldiven book (still in need of one) but I love the cover of the Lebanese/ Saudi Arabian one. Choices 🤷🏻‍♀️😉 4y
squirrelbrain You can have the Maldives book after me @BarbaraBB if you wish, assuming it‘s not as bad as Tiger Balm! #swapme 4y
TheAromaofBooks Woohoo!!! 4y
Librarybelle Lots of choices, indeed! The covers are very pretty! 4y
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SShiney
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Absolutely loved this book! Such beautiful prose using colors to describe emotions throughout. Fabulist elements interweaved in a fascinating way. Such vivid imagery and creativity.

A teenage girl believes her mother turned into a bird after she died.

I wrote a blog post digging into the genre here:

https://susanshiney.com/what-genre-is-the-astonishing-color-of-after-by-emily-x-...

witchyreader13 I've been wanting to read this one. 4y
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A_planNerd
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Last read of the month before I start my spooky binge for October.
I‘ve had this on my TBR pile for quite some time.
#thatcovertho

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My next read. Excited for this one 😁

ItsAnotherJen I like this title 4y
Betty_Boa @ItsAnotherJen I'm really loving the writing style so far, and the food lol 🤤 definitely will be looking up recipes when I'm done 😁 4y
charl08 Happy litsyversary! 4y
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This was such a sweet book to read. There were definitely parts that tugged at the heart strings. I‘m glad I got a chance to read this. It definitely was a fun read. ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
#TheAstonishingColorOfAfter #EmilyXRPan #book #books #bookfeature #bookfeatures #bookfair #bookfan #bookfandom #bookfever #bookfanatic #bookfrenzy #bookgeek #bookgeeks #bookgeeky #bookgang #bookgasm #geek #geeks #geeky #Fantasy #Fiction #YoungAdult #Contemporary #YA 🧡🧡🧡🧡

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StaceyKondla Love this book 💕 5y
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juliegumdrop
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This cover is gorgeous. The story is really kind of sad though. Suicide. Mental illness. I‘m usually hesitant about any magical realism, but this is well done. Overall, this book isn‘t for me, but I would recommend it to any teen dealing with the mental illness of a family member. #asianreadathon

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An astonishing YA indeed! Our protagonist visits her grandparents in Taiwan (whom she's never met before) after losing her mother in order to find out more about her heritage. Through magical realist dream-like sequences and flashbacks, readers get to discover what led up to these events and how to move forward. It tackles issues around mental health and the taboos surrounding it, heritage, sexuality, art and ambition. 10/10 would recommend 👌

ItsAnotherJen I love the title of this book! 5y
EKonrad Loved this book!!! 😍 5y
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Caffeinated_Reader I loved this one 💜 a great and emotional read. 5y
Karisa Loved this strange and sweet book so much! 5y
mom2bugnbee I don't give many 5⭐ reviews. This book earned one. 5y
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Alwaysbeenaloverofbooks Haven‘t read it, but beautiful cover!! 🐦❤️ 5y
OriginalCyn620 Pretty cover! ❤️🐦 5y
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Caffeinated_Reader
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#29 of my year and I‘m 3 pages in and can already tell this is going to be a story that will stay with me forever. It‘s already thick with beautiful meaning and descriptions. I am already in love with this book! Listening to music while I read my night away 🎧 🎶 📖

LiteraryinPA That‘s great to hear! This is one I took off my shelf the other day to read soon. 5y
Caffeinated_Reader @LiteraryinLititz oh it‘s so great!!! I know I‘m 3 pages in lol but you know us readers can tell these things 🤓🥰 it needs to get more exposure! 5y
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I was so happy to use my hand sewn tote from @BennettBookworm for the first time today! I love the whimsical hedgehogs. 💗 I used it for the best possible cargo, of course. I picked up The Holdout hot off the presses (pub date=today) and also a beautiful used copy of the tagged book which has been on my TBR for 2 years. I‘m a happy camper tonight. ☺️

Geenie 😍😎 5y
BlameJennyJane Those hedgies! 🦔🦔🦔 5y
BennettBookworm Yayyyy!! 5y
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⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️

If you‘re looking for a moving read with excellent writing, “The Astonishing Color of After” is a great pick. The author gives us an emotional story with vivid imagery and exceptional storytelling. This was a heavy read and by no means a quick one, but the short chapters helped break it up. Overall, this was an emotional read that was beautifully written.

🚨TRIGGERS INCLUDE: suicide, self-harm, depression, suicide attempts

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Samplergal
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This book was so vivid and well written. It took me a while to get into it, probably, just because of the genre, but I‘m glad I stuck with it. The view from our campsite in New Mexico. Off to cold Sante Fe Tuesday for a week and a half!

BarbaraBB Just checking in. I was Wondering about your roadtrip. I hope you are doing well in these crazy times. 💕 (edited) 5y
Writeme On my list! Glad to hear you liked it. 4y
BiblioLitten Hello! Just checking in. Hope you are doing well. 💙 4y
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Deborah42
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Content warning: suicide

After her mother‘s suicide, Leigh sees a bird that she‘s sure is her mother trying to send her a message. A box of old pictures sends her to Taiwan to meet her grandparents and heal a rift in the family.
There‘s a touch of magical realism, along with beautiful writing and a strong sense of place.

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Tracey3
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This book kept my interest despite the overall sadness of the story. A young girl searches for the story of her mother‘s life after her mother has committed suicide. There are elements of fantasy through this book as well and I‘m not sure they worked for me. I found myself more invested in the realistic parts of the story. The resolution was underwhelming and hastily done. It seemed odd since the rest of the story developed more slowly.